Because when you have everything you feel like you have nothing. And when you have nothing you feel like you could of had everything.

Blunt In My Left Hand, Pen In My Right Lets See What My Heart Speaks About Tonight .

Why the hell can't you just understand me from where I stand?

Why the hell must I force myself to bend and break at your will?

"I Use To Dream, I Use To Believe. I Tried So Hard To Suceed. But Now, Everything's Changed. Everything In My Life Has Turned A Dark Shade Of Grey,"

Oh, I'm sorry. I FORGOT I only exist to you when you need something.

"Crying is a privilege to me, cause not to many can and those who can't wish they could..."

I wish you werent so good to me, then i wouldnt be here waiting for you to come home..

I have been broken so many times that now when i fall to the floor - it feels like ive met my fate ...

All I want is right here, but I don't live here anymore.

Home sweet hell.

Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see; the girl I am isn't me..