You DON'T know. You DON'T understand. I am completely empty inside except for anger, self-hatred, and intense pain. You can't fix me. I can't just "Cheer up!"

I don't know where I am but I know where I'm going.

I am....

B-broken
E-ending my life
A-apart from you
U-underestimated
T-tearing away
I-in depression
F-full of hate
U-unhappy
L-loved my none.

LiFE iss POiNtLESS ; idONtt evenn kno whatt im Livinq fOr .? yy ckouldntt myy mutha abortedd mhe whenn she hadd duh Chancee , iNStEAD of putt mhe thru a LiFE whea i DESPiSE everyy wunn , i havee a headache i qotta think sum shxdd thru d__d

I'm sick of hating myself but i don't know how to stop
I've been doing it for so long that it's as easy as breathing now

Dont mind if people dont care about you, instead show them how they are important to you. Even you're completely stranger to them.

..not all seemingly happy people are happy indeed..when the fun is over, some sit alone and silently bleed..:(

A mask to wear to hide behind, never show a chink, smile nicely to hide the anger, laugh cheerfully to hide the pain.

I should have given up on the world before it decided to give up on me.

Pour me some vodka,
forget the mix,
i'll take it straight,
tonight i just wanna forget,
i just wanna forget.