& if theres one thing I learned in my life, it's that no matter how hard you fake a smile, or how pretty others tell you you are, it never means a thing, because you remember that the smiles a fake & that you don't feel beautiful at all.

When you've been let down so many times, and the tears just seem to be never ending, you're forced to move on and give up on those people who let you down, even if you don't want too.

Cover up with makeup,
walk out the doors,
paint on a smile,
and forget all the tears,
show the world just how tough you are.

What do you see?

Do you see her tears hidden behind her big brown eyes
Do you see her scars hidden well underneath her clothes
Do you see her pain trembling inside her broken body

Do you see anything?

If you knew the ways in which i hate myself..i wonder..would you start to hate me too? And baby..if you knew me like I knew me..would you wish to never have known me, like I find myself doing?

Don't resent me
when your feeling empty
keep me in your memory
leave out all the rest...

I'm strong on the surface
not all the way through
i've never been perfect
but neither have you

i want you to know

when my time comes
forget the wrong i've done
help me leave behind
some reasons to be missed

"...I'm just tired, is the perfect excuse for being sad."

Sometimes I want to see the world all blurry.

~BrokenWingAng3L~

The days just seem like one big blur in which you find yourself alone wandering in cirlces