What do you when you feel like you can't live this life anymore therefore you want to die, but on the other hand you know your death will affect so many people in such a bad way?

My scares admit to all the mistakes I've made.

My life is Mount Everest. And I am an amateur climber that keeps slipping and is slowly freezing to death.

"If I promise I'm not like everyone else, would you give me a chance?"

"Do I ever cross your mind? cause I can't get you out of mine." </3

Welcome to The world:
where everyone talks about each other,
everyone lies , everyone tries to be some
thing they're not. nobody can keep a secret.
friendships that have lasted years are broken.believe it or not,this world actually exists.

"One Can't have everything or can he, and if he can will it make him feel any less empty..."

"These words where never easier for me to say or for her to second guess. But I guess that I can live without you, but without you I'll be miserable at best."
-mayday parade

Why Try, When The Only Outcome Is Failure?
Why Lie, When It Only Adds More Pressure?
Why Fight, When You Only Become Injured?
Why Die, When Living You'll Become Butchered?

I wish i had someone to go through this with instead of everyone just watching me fall..