I knew I shouldn’t have told you
This is all going wrong
Get the hell out of my hurt
It’s not where you belong
This shouldn’t be happening
Let me set the record straight
I am not your concern
You will not suffer from my pain

Because you weave pictures
Of the most beautiful dreams
And everything you will do
To stifle my screams
But in the dead of night
The nightmares are dark
There’s gruesome pictures
Infecting my heart

My head is spinning
My heart is rushing
My mouth is shut tight
While my body is pulsing
So I reach for it
And make short quick strikes
And all of a sudden
Everything is all right

Yesterday I turned 18 and was the happiest person on Earth.
Today I just want to crawl in a dark hole and die.
How does that work?

I can't keep doing this.
I can't keep living like this.
I can't keep pretending that everything is okay when actually, it's far from it.

So, I've found the one person that I know I'll forever love, but they say life is supposed to be grand after that... so where the hell is the grand part?

I lie awake thinking that one day it'll be alright
I hope that i can make it
To the end of this fight

I wish i could see the furture, so i can see if life is worth living or if i should just die instead of wasting me time waiting

I don't want to stop by someone taking it away.
I want to be able to stop and have it sit right in front of me

The difference between those who suffer more,
Or the difference between who can take it?