You were the person who made me cry the most,
But you are also that person whos gift I loved the most.
The moment I layed eyes on her I fell truly in love
Thanks I wouldnt change a thing she is my only love.

Just imagine the blood leaking everywhere is turning to oil, all the world will take the proper action.

I don't understand. I can't contemplate.
All I do is feel so much misery and so much hate.

~ nat.

Nights are the worst. its when my walls crack and the bad seeps in. nights are definantly the worst.

I look at my young pictures, and I think I'm so pretty. Now with all the acne marks and the not-looking-my age, but older. I can't stand taking pictures, only if its a necessity. I miss the way I used to be..<3

My life lies around me in puddles...
the only thing I could control.
This enemy's won, it's all over now.
Depression's devoured my soul.

Greatness is born through tragedy, through those darkest hours. Never lose hope.

So just don't fall in love, its just to much to lose.

I take a pill
to catch a thrill
to feel something
something thats real

Just because im smiling on the outside
doesnt mean im not dying on the inside.