Dear Diary,

He Talked To me Today...
He Said Something Ill Never Forget.

I thought about him seeing my body lying there on the floor, the razor blade clenched in my hand, and the blood pooled around me.

For the first time today, I smiled.

Perfect girl with a perfect kiss with perfect scars on her wrists.

Sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah I'm smiling but inside I'm dying.

I'm scared that everyone will find out about my secret life...

The scariest sound in the world is the sound of silence

She begins to feel the pain
Of her mothers rejection
She presses deeper in the vien
This is her only reflection

You have the right to hate me
But you do NOT have the right to judge me

Without the mask, where will you hide
Can't find yourself, lost in your lie

How I wish you could see the real me that lies somewhere in side my skin.

"I try to fit in, I really do, but all days end the same, I always end up crying myself to sleep."