I will smile and laugh
&& show that nothings wrong
Because only I will understand
My own hearts song

Trust hurts, Betrayal kills.

Stop trying to hurt me.
u long killed me with ur words
no amount of hugs can fix what u've done to me.

influenced some of my poems

Did you just waste your breath asking me how i feel today? Is that a place you realli wonna go?

She closed her eyes as she slid the blade across her wrist. Tears that could no longer be repressed flowed down her cheeks as she prayed for the courage to end her life...

"They say when a opportunity comes you should take it because it only happens once. Well death is one of my opportunities."

If you glance at her...you'll see perfection...if you look closely enough...you can see the pain in her eyes...if you look too deep...you'll drown in the pools of her sorrow...who is she?

me.

A cut for every memory,
A cut for all the tears.
A cut for every bit of pain you've caused throughout the years.

A knife to make the blood flow.
A bandaid's sure to hide,
The pretty scars upon the wrist
Of another suicide.

The good news is that god will hear you and answer your prayer. The bad news is sometimes...the answer is no.

You say,
today is such a beautifull day,

but too bad i wont get to feel its warmth.

stuck in my room,
no reason to leave,

tear stained face,
blood covered arms,

thinking, 'how can this be?'