"Its quite amazing how fast I can change emotions from really happy to feeling depressed and suicidal."

When you look at me you see a strong woman,but when i look in the mirror i see a broken child.

Again...
I feel lost
worthless
unwanted
hated
and
empty...
Somehow it seems like it's a never ending spiral.

Just when you think you've finally hit bottom, someone tosses you a shovel.

C r a c k s in the c o n c r e t e
are just [reminders] that you fall apart
no matter how strong you are

You haven't felt this pain
You haven't suffered like this
You haven't been depressed
So don't tell me you understand

Her life she want to end, it is causing so much pain
The sight of her blood each night is driving her insane
She ready to say goodbye now, thought she wont shed a single tear
Because she now knows she escaping her biggest fear

I miss you
i love you

i just wish u felt the same way

The toliet paper falls to the floor as i blow my nose no more,no more i yell
i'm so f#*$king tired of this i ball up my fists wipe my blue beatin eyes i stop yet again to have another cry why oh why do i feel like i'm liveing a lie

The way I see it is that each scar tells a story, and from the way my body looks, I got a hell of a lot of stories to tell.