-Let me end it all-
*Let me answer Death's call*

Holding myself tight.
Cryen all through the night.
I'm so f.u.c.k.i.n.g alone
But it won't be shown
Put a smile on my face, act real tough
I'm 14 and already had enough.

Shooting Stars are in the sky.
You watch as one passes you by;
You make a wish; hope it comes true.
I always wait, but they never do

-Stephen Denny Paul White

The Only Joy In Holding This Gun To My Head Is Knowing The Fact That When I Pull The Trigger...
IM DEAD

My tears distort and merge
As they fall down my face
And with them falls my soul
Plummeting from grace

You see me smiling
but inside i'm dieing
no one will ever see
this river of tears i'm crying

There is no love that I can see...even from the own hands that created me.

She took one last look at herself
Still feeling the pain from her life
She took the razor of the shelf
And for the last time..
Closed her eyes

*from my poem 'The Last Time'

They say she does it 4 attention
and i say she does it b/c no one understands her
if i had 2 compare her life 2 an object, i would say her life is like the razer she uses evernight

Razor, razor in the dark, wont you give me your lustfull mark??