Sometimes the person that gave you life makes you wanna die
-Liz aka The Poet
To: my mother and step mom thanks for never being there

"I used to think, a smile was only as happy as I make it, but now, a smile is only as happy as I fake it."

Darkness falls upon me
Lost in a place I can't escape
As I hold my candle

Lost hope and shattered dreams,
Crys for help and silent screams.
Razors and blood stains all over the floor,
Is this all im living for?

There is nothing more addictive
than a wound self-inflicted

I can't stop itching over thoughts of tarnished hope.

"You ripped my heart out....And we decided to end....The moment I put it back in....You ripped it out again."

Behind the smile
is a broken heart
behind these laughs
i'm falling apart
look at me closely
and you will see
this girl i am
isn't me!!!!!!!!!

Every tear is followed by a thousand more

The hardest part of life is not knowing what is really going to happen in the end...