Im not real and nor alive
i am dead underneath my lies

You can look at the happiest person
but they can be the saddest inside

Take this razor sign your name across my wrist so everyone will know who left me like this.

I didnt make it up but I really like it.

There are so many ways to kill yourself but sometimes you can't bring yourself to do it.

Not in the mood to live not in the mood to die
so I dont know if this is hello again or whether this is goodbye

I cut so i can feel
i feel to know it's real
my soul is so numb
i'm scared of what i've become
slicing my own veins
something i cannot explain
to anyone, not even my friends

I could stand right in the middle of a crowd of a million people, and still feel like the loneliest girl in the world.

Falling Harder,
Fading Faster.
Living Here
In this disaster.

*I've done everything that i promised i wouldn't
*I hate myself because i know that i shouldn't
*You may not see it as the others some
*I hate myself for what i have become

When she was sad she never cried, just slit her wrists and hoped to die
she made herself feel, so she would know it was real
she wants more than anything to be dead, because those things were said