Sometimes you don't need to know everything. Because after you find out, You feel sick to your stomach.

Depression eats away my sanity
As the knife looks better each day
Stealing what's left of my soul
A pain that never really goes away

from my poem 'Slice by Slice, Peace by Piece'

Rain washes away the sand, showers wash away the stench, but tears wash away nothing. If only there were something to wash away what I'm feeling right now.

Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see; the girl I am isn't me..

I love when people make promises. then they break them and it reminds me why i am the way i am. -jenniffer lopez

I don't expect anything in return, because somehow... I know however hard I bend over backwards and wished for it, I'll just never get it.

Life isnt bliss no wonder why it comes first
Because death is a gift given after the worst

I don't know who I am anymore. I don't know if i want to end it all or really just want to be saved

But what i see is everyone looking down on me, and im feeling like im the only one...when you dont even understand yourself, how can other's see where your coming from?

I just realized ... that iam not the only person on this earth who has been abondoned ... the world is full of beautiful souls still cryin for their love and may those beloved of ours have mercy on us cuz it hurts bad !