Real eyes, realize, real lies

& some times i just want to break down and cry for no reason at all...

I don't know what to tell you anymore, I regret what I have done and I always say its in the past, it's all history I'll move on, but history for me keeps repeating itself and it kills.

"Have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense?
Well that is how i feel right now...
I feel like I'm facing everything on my own with nothing but tears and a fake smile..."

Watchin the angels surround me trying to tell me everything will be fine..i need to sleep now...be in the angels arms"Till you find confort here...and release your suffering...I will remain here..." He kisses my dripppin tears.

In a room full of happiness,

I feel so exposed.

In a room full of sadness,

I feel right at home.

She wants to be seen,
she wants to be heard,
she wants to be held,
but what she really wants is to be loved.

Why live on the edge when you can jump off?

* We all say "i can't take it anymore" but then we start again falling in the same story *

Oneday I'll wear my scars as a badge of honor.... I can't wait for that day