Oh the horror of a child laying awake each night begging god for the mercy of death....

Athazagoraphobia - The Fear Of Being Forgotten.

"I will never be good enough for you nor anyone else in this messed up world of ours."

When I told my mother I needed help, she laughed and told me to stop being a 'drama queen'.
I will never ask for help again.

I always thought i was worthless.
i always thought no one cared.
i always thought i should just stop trying.
but now that you've AGREED with me..

i KNOW that it's true.

I am not brave enough to take the risks that would make me truly happy.

"I am afraid to die but I'm terrified to live."

You're great at pointing fingers,
At everyone else but yourself.

Going through life, is like writing with a pen,
You can't erase your mistakes

Sometimes when I'm all alone, with my thoughts.
I cry..I cry because when im around my friends they never notcie how my eyes don't sparkle.
..my smile is too easily forgettable; it wasn't always that way.