I want the life you think I have.

-Your voice says "Im alright," but your eyes scream, "Save Me..."-

&& it's not about cutting, burning, bruising, scratching or crying yourself to sleep.
It's about the struggle to stay who you are when the sadness inside is trying to turn you into someone you're not.

Even if it kills me I'm going to smile...

Just because there's someone for everyone, doesn't mean your gonna find them.

Twinkle twinkle Little knife
Won't you make the perfect slice
All the way up my wrist so high
If you go deep
I promise not to cry
Twinkle Twinkle little knife
You know how to make everything right...

How do u expect me to be normal,
when i am alone,
never been in love,
and grew up in a broken home...

Nobody dies a virgin, Life screws us all.

I've gotten so good at hiding my emotions not even I know what I feel anymore.

My tears are silent,
My screams are faint,
My mouth is hurting,
From the smile i fake.