I HaTe WaKiNg Up...
EvEn FrOm NiGhTmArEs...
CaUsE DrEaMiNg Is As gOoD aS iT gEtS

~beautifully broken

If time is the only best heal
Then why for so many years, pain is only i could feel

Sometimes it hurts more to smile in front of people than to cry alone

I wish you were here to hold me....hold me till I stop shaking......hold me till this world fades away....and dreams come to fill my mind

Pain pain go away
let me smile for just one day
if that day i never see
let my blood run cold and free

Dear lord,
Please take my life soon,
Living in hell is killing me.

Fuk grades
fuk lying
fuk friends
fuk crying

fuk dreams
fuk trust
fuk love
fuk lust

fuk living
why even try
they say it gets better
what a fuking lie

"how are you doing?"
im here arent i? im standing in front of u, phsycaly alive. and here i am standing in front of you, wishing at this moment i could die and didnt have to lie.
but all you hear is"im fine. how about urself?"

This is for the outcasts
The one's who're all alone
Who come to school with hatred
And back to an abusive home

-frst stanza of a poem im working on for school..lemme no what u think..

Im sorry that i cant tell you,
i really want to i swear.
It's not that i dont trust you,
Im just afraid you wouldnt care.