You're the reason why i can't sleep at night..

The only way to describe how i feel is to die

If you could prevent me from suicide, would you?

Pain. is the only feeling i feel these days. when i slit my wrist. for a moment i can breathe again.

I'm not strong enough to hold on anymore.

& in the end, i'll end up smiling ;
pretending i don't care,
but i've never cared this much before.

If there's one thing that she's good at, its pretending that everything is ok.

If this heartache could leave me for even just a second maybe then I could see myself as the person I've always been. Yet as I sit crouched upon my knees, silently wishing that I could erase everything I wish that death would extend it's hand towards me

If I were to fall into a black hole, would you catch me? Or only pull me up from the surface? Or would you just forget about me completly?

She smiles with all that she has left
Yet tears are left undried
& Though she's got so much to say
She bottles it up inside
If you look past her broken eyes
To a shadow no one sees
A disguise so you won't recognize
The girl is really me..