Fake a smile so they wont see
The deadness in my eyes
Make them believe I'm happy
What a perfect disguise

Lying on the bathroom floor,
In a pool of blood,
Wanting nothing more
Than to die in this flood.

"Your only lying to yourself when you say you dont care..."

Hurt Little Girl Sitting In The Corner
The Razorblade Whispers In Her Ear
"End It Now, No One Cares,
Why Are You Even Still Here??"

Pain is an illusion, death just the doorway

My heart is not a heart, but a cage. And fake smiles are just a camouflage, for what resembles rage..

Whats the use in trying if in the end we are dying? whats the use of trying if in the end we end up crying? whats the use in trying if no one leaves smiling?

Sometimes it just hurts to much... and that's when I give up.

She's standing on a line between giving up & seeing how much more she can take.

Time after time you ask me
"Are you alright?"
If I was, you wouldn't wonder.