If I show you who I really am.. You won't like me anymore.

"I know I need help, but its hard to erase something like this when it's all you've ever known."

Desperately trying to escape a world of war, suffering, murder, violence and rape whereby money provides happiness and Im the crazy one?

After awhile you learn the difference between
holding a hand, & falling in love. You begin to learn that kisses don't always mean something & promises can be broken just as quickly as they're made, & sometimes Goodbye really are forever..

Sometimes I wish I would die under tragic circumstances while I'm still young, so people will remember me for everything I could have been, instead of growing older and failing to live up to the expectations set for me.

With every scar, there's a reason.

"YAH Many doctors would say depression is curable. Well sure, they can give you a drug to force a smile, but no medication in the world can hide the sick and cruel reality of every single friend leaving you in the dark....."

I almost died last night and no one will ever know...

It may be sick.
It may be twisted.
But I love that burn.
The scarlet drops falling.
The one time I feel alive.

You just don't understand me dear,
And i followed you into the dark to make it clear,
But you just went and left me here.