I wish I could tell you what I feel inside. But in my mind I believe this is a burden I must carry alone. I feel you may not understand. and that would simply tear my world apart.

I might die from the drugs but it sure killed the pain.

I live to die
I die to live

I knew you'd give up on me..

I see beauty in everything else, but myself.

They see you but they see right through you. They hear you but they dont quite listen. and thats what hurts the most. they say they care but they really dont.

There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.

Im screaming inside,
but no one can hear it.
Im crying at night,
so no one can see it.
Im lonely alot,
but no one is caring.

Ryoga over and out
I could be but im not
09.08.10

Told my best friend what I've been doing , regret it terribly now that she looks at me with such judging eyes......

I cry when i'm alone because if people see me then they'll ask questions then they'll see the scars that criss-cross my wrists and then they'll see me as less than nothing...