I dont want to wake up

I love you still with every piece of my broken heart. But now i will use them to cut my wrists.

Depression is not a sign of weakness. It is a sign that you have been strong for too long.

I fear going to bed at night because every time I wake up, things seem to get worse.

"Everything's going to be fine...I can't stand people giving false hope without trying to understand the situation."

I cut my wrists, hoping maybe someone will see them...
I fake a smile, wishing someone would tell me I know you fake it.
I even starve waiting for someone to ask why are you not hungry?
I wish someone would just ask!

It's easy to tell me to just be happy.. when your the one who isn't dying inside looking for reasons to be happy.

Tonight i feel like drinking myself to sleep, ive pushed you away, and once again im depressed, what to do with this stupid life of mine. will you ever come back to me? ill wait for your call. .. .

I feel like were in two different worlds, cause when I reach out with my most heartfilled intentions...my cries fall on deaf ears.

Sometimes a bad memory will keep you up at night, because you don't wanna relive it in your dreams.