If i talk and laugh to loud, its because im trying to forget im sad

The loudest cry for help is often silent.

Hold your head up High princess
...there are those who would kill to see you fall

Grab a knife,
cut it deep.
Drops of blood,
before i sleep.
If i should die,
before i wake.
Life was just,
too cruel to take.

"To me "I'm Fine" has a different meaning."

She looks in the mirror its never been clearer shes nothing ,no one ,lonely,unloved,unwanted ... shes me...

When she looks in the mirror
She doesn't know who is there
It's as if shes confused
By her own broken stare

~part of my poem Sitting in the Dark~

She's gonna be ok, or so every one thinks
but beneath the smile and plastered face
she is about to break, only to find out nobody cares

Smile and laugh, everyone will think you are doing great....

Im the girl who will make you smile even when i cant myself