I feel like someone has....

Tore out my heart,
stamped on it,
threw it around,
and ripped it to bits!

When she cries the makeup runs from her eyes
And it and it spils the truth about how she really feels inside

It was just a broken thought that i couldn't piece together.

Just because I'm smiling, it doesn't mean that I'm ok... it's just a little something to send you on your way. Just because I'm laughing, it doesn't mean that I'm alright... it's just a cover to hide the pain that hurts inside.

Death must be easy
cause life is hard

I press the blade, yet another time
i watch as I bleed, and I cant help but sigh..

The blood means I'm real.
I'm human.

&& my pain is way too deep for you to see
you will never understand me

I just want to break down and cry and tell everyone whats wrong.
But i dont, i just put that damn fake smile back on my face and say the words "im fine"

&& She Sat There With Tears In Her Eyes Trying To Fight The Heart Break /\_/\_/\______ and than it stopped

'Outside i am Smiling.
Hiding all my fears.
Inside i am Dying.
Crying all my tears.'