If cutting is a cry for help, I've cried too many times.

If You Looked Inside This Girl;
You'd See Just How Much She Really Cries..
You'll Find So Many Secrets && Lots Of Lies..
What You'll See The Most Is How Hard It Is So Stay Strong..
When Nothing is Right && Everything's Wrong..

I like to turn the music up loud enough that it drowns out my thoughts.

All the energy she has
goes into waking up each morning
she really hates waking up.
she really hates living.
it's all just starting to get in her way.

It sucks watching someone do better than me because I can't do anything right

I'll smile and make you believe
I'm not falling apart

No matter how much light you have in your life
There is always shadows

22-6-2008

I'd rather feel pain
than nothing at all.

I see myself in the mirror and ask myself "Have I seen you before?"...I dont look alive in the mirror, just a reflection of death...and its a reflection of me...

Just because I havn't fallen to the floor it doesn't mean I am still standing strong.