Im half alive but i feel mostly dead

A blade to the skin is like a paint brush to a canvas

Screaming out in Silence
Breaking down without a Crack
Smiling with a Tear
Full of Sunshine within a Shadow
Only Win when I Lose
Full of Pain when all goes Numb
Solitude found in a Crowd
When it Begins its already Over

The blood down my arms is a sign of shame, you think its just a sign of pain.You always ask if I'm okay, but my finaly answer is just GO AWAY!

I spend way too much time thinking about things that will never happen and dressing up for a guy who will never care

If you would take a minute to look into her eyes, then maybe you could see all the pain she holds inside.

When you look at me you see a smile...when I look at myself I see a frown under a fading mask...you see the scars on my arm but I see the scars within my dieing heart...you're killing me from the inside out!

People who hate me don't know me...
people who know me don't want me

Feel the sharp, cold steel
The blade cuts ever so deep
Some scars will never heal
Some scars are meant to keep

Sometimes people put up walls. Not to keep others out...but to see who cares enough to tear them down.