Everyone thinks she's emotional, or maybe even disturbed, but no one thought for a moment that maybe she's been hurt.

Depression is anger without the motivation to be angry.

I remember a time when i was strong.
when i believed nothing was wrong.
when no matter what i still believed.
when i said id never draw a blade across my wrist.
but those days are gone and i am afraid.
will someone help me, or is this how it ends?

A shot to kill the pain,
A pill to drain the shame,
A purge to stop the gain,
A cut to break a vein,
A smoke to ease the crave,
A drink to win the game,
An addiction's an addiction,
Because it always hurts the same...

Why do I do it?
Am I that stupid?
No,
I did it because
no one else
cared enough to
stop me

& here she goes again--
she swallows her tears,
with her heart on her sleeve,
she puts on her fake smile,
and acts like the girl everyone
else wants her to be.

~If
All
Else
Fails,
Pull
The
Trigger~

Open your Eyes to the World
And See the Pain we're in

Love him gently with a knife
Take that razor, end your strife
Your his mother's worst nightmare
Oh how he loves you crimson kisses

&& just leave me here to die
don't even stay to watch me cry