So she smiles, have you ever wondered
what she is feeling on the inside?

Right now i need to put my life on hold, take a step back, and do what will help me and make me happy, I need a break befor i do something i regret

Sitting alone in my room laying on my bed.

No one with me but the voices in my head.

Drawing a picture of a broken heart.

All beaten and falling apart.

Sometimes I just wish that
I could literally sleep forever.
Not die; but just sleeping
For a very long time.
Because sometimes my
Dreams and fantasies are
Better than reality... x3

*Mine.

"You have no idea what its like...the feeling when it hurts to breathe."

Know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside, to try to kill the pain on the inside.

It's a loneliness, where you're not alone.
A sadness, when you're not sad.
A feeling, that's never really felt.
It's an emptiness..
An emptiness I just don't understand.

I hate crying during the day cause everyone can tell i'm crying by the two black streaks running down my face...

I'm not perfect, so stop telling me I am because I'm not the angel you used to know.

My mind is a beautiful place full of bunnies and unicorns ....
except the bunnies are cutting themselves and the unicorns are being emo again.