"You have no idea what its like...the feeling when it hurts to breathe."

Know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside, to try to kill the pain on the inside.

It's a loneliness, where you're not alone.
A sadness, when you're not sad.
A feeling, that's never really felt.
It's an emptiness..
An emptiness I just don't understand.

When I try to live I die more inside, so what happens when I try to die?

My mind is a beautiful place full of bunnies and unicorns ....
except the bunnies are cutting themselves and the unicorns are being emo again.

Nothing and nobody matters anymore because, in a few days, I'm gone.

I hear people laughing
but there's no one in sight
there's darknes all around
and i can't find the light

Who Is Actually Listening To My Cry?
I'll Tell You Who...
No One

"Its as if im stuck in the past, being a shadow of myself...as time moves forward, it feels like I have been left behind."

"It hurts beyond physical pain, something you'll never understand."