Dont try to understand the man you love! its not enough for him to feel how much you love him but its enough to be the reason for losing him...

'If all negative thoughts are garbage... I need a feelings incinerator'.

By Me.

The fun we once had
is all gone
when i left you behind...

A broken heart is like a puzzle,
Because its hard to put back together

" You might not see it, but it's killing me inside. If you really knew me, you'd be able to see it in my eyes. " - Lisamay.

In a nightmare, every choice you make is a wrong one.
I would wake up at night, afraid that day was a dream I'd forget.

Im only showing certain parts of who I am, just none of the parts that matter.

"...And I should have been your everything and now at the end of my eternity I will sleep to have the darkest dreams. As this just won't seem right to me, I close my eyes and beg for peace..."

-Mayday Parade

I cant be held responsible
i was young and naive
i couldn't even comprehend the consequences of my actions
let alone having to face them
i guess in short
im trying to say
i miss you baby

x

&the years keep on passing
faster and faster
even tho time often stands so still
i remember
cause thats all i can do
i wish you were here
but there'll never be another memory of you

x