I just want to cry
And cry
to let the pain wash over me
To let the guilt take over me
To sob my sorrows away
To quite being strong
I just want to let go...

Plastic smiles
Heartached spreads
Why is my life hanging on by a thread???

It should have been true that branches would break and balloons would deflate when the stars satirized your coming.

I miss you, Dad.
But I know its never gonna be what it was..when I was a little girl.

U turned ur bck oN tomorw,c0z u 4gt Yestrday.i gave u my love in borrow.. bt u jst throw it away..

I eva thought.. U are right..
I guess i always will...

I'm sorry I'm not around, its just, I learned to invest my time in everything. except hating.

As i sat there in the darkness all could think about was you i was so scared i wouldn't see you again but now i remember that all i am to you is a shadow maybe your best without me

In the end i wish i was stronger than i really am

God... I wanted you to be different
I wanted to talk and laugh
and not give a rats ass
about the world or it's problems
But you turned out to be the same
so I'll take the pain
And not let you win this game....