Ilost her love cause i was stupid enough to get in the middle im sorry if i hurt you i thought what i did was to save you but now i see i only brought doom to you

'Would you even care if I died?'

To J

"I thought it was always going to be me and you, but I guess I was wrong. Now there's her and it seems like you love her more than me."

I held on so tight..
I should of known, things like this do not last,
My heart begins to beat fast.
I want you to know that I do not want to lose you, you mean so much,
but as each day goes by...I feel like we're losing touch.

My tears are a sign of strength. I cry out against fate, rather than do nothing and let it consume me.

Your words burn through me cause I can sense nothing of the love we shared anymore.

There are things you wish you could change but i hope i'm not one of them

Losing my mind,
without you beside me.
Not knowing who to trust
only knowing that, ur there.
but your not.
your not beside me
so i'm lost.
forever.

Time is the gasoline on my fire of pain, because I miss you more and more every day.

My arm is devastated by wounds I inflicted myself. It's my way of saying 'I quit'.