Once again I feel for someone. But this time he caught me and said "I love you but we are not ment to be." Then he layed me on the ground kissed my forehead and said "Goodbye you will find the one for you."

She looks so pretty tonight,
With blood staind wrists,
And tear staind cheeks, dont you think?

Seems like every tear that fell from her eyes,
Just brought out more tears.

Seems like every cut that became a part of her,
Just brought out more hate.

Seems like every thought that crosses her little mind,
Just brings back memories of you.

She knows she's good for something,
Until you come around and tell her she isn't.

I was just a toy to you,
But now that I'm broken,
Who can you play around and f*&% with now?

How do you expect me to feel?
Am I supposed to be happy or have no feelings at all?
I guess I forgot,
I don't mean shit to you.
I'm no longer good enough for the truth.

So who do you trust now,
When it was me who you needed to get through the day?
I'm no longer around for you to lean on.

Sit there with your pride and fake smile,
But eventually they will realize,
That behind that lie,
The truth is you're hurting.

You left me,
you said it was the best for us
Because you don't want to hurt me anymore.
But, you don't know that i rather being hurt by you
than losing you

"With all the things you put me through, I could never hate you...I hate myself for not being able to hate you."