I'm not strong enough to keep you here.. And I'm not strong enough to let you go

& it finally got to the point where I didn't wanna go to sleep because I didn't wanna wake up...

I'm not a person who gives second chances,
but i want you come running back to me so i can see if you still care

So one last touch and then you'll go and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more. But it was vile, and it was cheap. And you are beautiful, but you don't mean a thing to me.

I just don't get why is has to happen to me

I refuse to let you see my cry
You'll never know how badly you affect me

Lost, in my own pathetic sadness.

And maybe this is the way it's suppose to be, and maybe i just have to accept that,
but maybe, just maybe, i dont want this.

Yeah, I'm here. Where are you? Do you even know I exist anymore, or are you just a figment of my over active imagination?

Im sorry for ever teling you "i love you"..