It may seem strange
but the saddest words
youve ever said to me
werent i dont love you anymore
they were i love her

What if I said you never mattered?
That I never lost a moment of sleep..
What if I crushed your dreams..broke all the promises I swore to keep.. Tell me how your life would be If I did to you what you did to me?

You cant break my heart because it was never whole to beign with you cant make me cry becasue i have cried all my tears you cant make me bleed becuase i have no blood left and you cant make me die because you alredy killed me

A heart in love
Is a heart broken
That shatters to pieces
With every word spoken

[from my poem "The Love That Was Once My Pride"

Same old story
everyone knows
one heart holding on
one letting go

I don't cut just for it to bleed and to feel the pain i cut because I'm trying to go deep enough to cut you out of my life

Feel that? thats where my heart used to be
until you broke it, and decided to dump me
it hurt so much, i was in so much pain
you left me that way, and didn't care to explain.

*from my poem Feel that?*

There she goes again
smiling again
pretending shes happy again
laughing again
making it look perfect again

It seems odd that i would be smiling
after everything just went wrong

So i guess this is the end then,
time to say goodbye,
you promised never to hurt me,
yet now ur making me cry?