I was finally getting over you, finally accepting that you had another girl, then you smiled at me and ruined it all

Time is the essential aspect they said, 'to heal the broken heart.' But I tell you truth when I say, 'that time they have spoken of, is only an excuse to dig the heart a deeper hole to mourn.'

Although you're gone,
You're still in my head,
But I'll blow you out,
With an ounce of lead.

Drugs and drinking ruins lives, it ruined mine & I've never even did them

Once a night, I pray, that you'll be happy for what you've become, but most of all, from what you are now.

~A wise girl kisses, but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left.~

Every thing I want to say
On the edge of my tongue
But i don't if I should say
You may turn away.....

I just want to cry
And cry
to let the pain wash over me
To let the guilt take over me
To sob my sorrows away
To quite being strong
I just want to let go...

Sometimes i wish i was a white crayon , so then no one would use me .

I do wonder if i mean anything to you :/