F**k those nights i stayed up crying for you...

i hide my tears when
i say your name but
the pain in my heart
just stays the same
alough i smile and
seem care free there
is no one that misses you more than me

I felt that i lost you before i had lost you physically you were there by my side but emotionally you were so far away from me that it hurt my very wings and then i lost you in truth and it hurt

One day you're gonna wake up and realize that you lost a diamond...
because you were too busy looking at stones.

Dont you see how much i love you? Dont you see how i would do anything for you? Dont you see the pain your causing..the tears running down my face,the sound of my heart breaking? Dont you see how much this is killing me</3

I miss his hair. i miss his face. i miss his eyes. i miss his smile. i miss his lips on mine. i miss the sound of his heartbeat. i miss his smell. i miss his voice. i miss his arms wrapped around me.

so the simple way to say this is... i miss him!

Nothing can hurt as much as losing him.... i would die with out him... he is the best part of life... he is the reason why im still alive... if he dies i die tooo... he is the best thing to me

Maybe I'm scared to face the things I feel, it's just easier to walk away from everything.

There is only one person in this whole world i never want to hurt and he is the only person i am hurting

Why didn't you mean it when you looked me in the eyes and said, I love you so many times? I know, because I'm nothing special to you. Just a heart you can play with.