You say I'm introverted...
But maybe that's just your exuse for not listening

~beautifully broken

Sometimes someone says something really small and it fits just right into this empty place in your heart

I take a breathe and begin to speak
but once I look into your eyes I get to weak.

How can it hurt so bad If I say I dont care Why is my heart so sad And why is my soul so bare

You Keep Telling Me To Hold On To This Life, Yet You're Throwing Yours Away Too. Every Night We Turn To Our Blood Tipped Knife, I Hate This Life As Much As You

I cry tonight as I cry everynight...waiting for an answer...which I'll never find..

Tears drip
droplets sink
vision blurs
lashes moisten
nose reddens
eyes sting
hard to breath
overwhelming
crawl into a ball if able
but no shield detectable
no one can be held accountable

"Why do we always love the ones who hurt us,
and hurt the ones who love us?"

Unknown

My scars always remind me, of the pain that's still in me. And i can't help but think of, how good it felt to bleed.

Wounds heal, pictures fade, but scars and memories, are forever here to stay. They remind me of my mistakes, and all horrid things i've seen, but of all the things they make me think of, the worst thing is me...