I wanna forget,but i cant forgive, i wanna forgive, but i just can't forget.-by me

The sun has set and I know it won't rise,
The corners, the alleys, the shadows of lies,
The cold wind is rough upon my scarred skin,
And inside I know that you won't let me in.

If you look inside a girl
You would see how much she really cries
You would find so many secrets and lots of lies
But what you'll see the most
Is how hard it is to stay strong
When nothing is right, and everything is wrong

You tell me not to lose hope,
well i already have
You tell me to stay strong,
well i'm too weak
You tell me to think positive,
but i can only think negative
You tell me everything will be ok,
I just wish i could believe you

Do you know what its like to be so alone, all you can do is wait by the phone hoping someone will save you then relise you have to save yourself?

Everytime I look in the mirror, and only see this stranger I have become. I no longer recognize myself, for I have become everything I once hated.

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled, even when her heart was broken. The one who could always brighten up your day, even if she couldn't brighten up her own.

I'm a tear.
I've been here before.
I know her perfumed fingers.
I know the cold cold floor.
Every time you leave her;
Every time you don't call..
When she can't help herself,
It's my job to fall.

Don't even try to understand me, it's impossible

Grady, "hey Kaitlin you know you have scars all over your arm?"
Me, " yes Grady i know.."
Grady, "well, how'd you get them all ?"
Me, " i put them there..."