I know what it's like to want to die, how it hurts to smile,
how you try to fit in but you cant, how you hurt
yourself on the outside to try and kill something on the inside

If only you could see the way i see you

Love is like a mirage...just as you think your getting closer it only looms further...and when you finally think you get there...it disappears...and you suddenly realize..that it was never there to begin with

If I'm just a fag to you, fine. You're just a cunt to me anyway.

Lonely and no one to hold me..

No one ever understands the pain bottled inside. No one knows why I run away and hide. No one Knows what I'm so scared of, but it's so hard to be the unloved...

I want her to say she's getting sick and tired of hearing the same old problems I have
because our friendship is the only thing keeping me from downing the bottle, or cutting a little deeper

& in a beat of a heart
the damage was done

& sometimes I just want to lay down on the floor because I dont give a fcuk anymore!

You try and get me help, you don't realize you're all the problem!