I want her to say she's getting sick and tired of hearing the same old problems I have
because our friendship is the only thing keeping me from downing the bottle, or cutting a little deeper

& in a beat of a heart
the damage was done

The tears fall from my eyes so silently.

You try and get me help, you don't realize you're all the problem!

I smile to you and I smile to her. Whatz the difference if I smile to the world. No one will notice im tearing inside. No one will see im dying deep inside.

Dont ever take me at face value
i wear my devil may care attitude like a sheild
but i do care
probably more than most
im just better at
hiding it
.x.

Does anyone understand why noone can understand the pain your going through?

Each scars has it's own memories...

Screw life because life screwed me.

If you keep you face turned to the sunshine, you will see no shadows.