I know what it's like to want to die, how it hurts to smile,
how you try to fit in but you cant, how you hurt
yourself on the outside to try and kill something on the inside

Love is like a mirage...just as you think your getting closer it only looms further...and when you finally think you get there...it disappears...and you suddenly realize..that it was never there to begin with

Lonely and no one to hold me..

No one ever understands the pain bottled inside. No one knows why I run away and hide. No one Knows what I'm so scared of, but it's so hard to be the unloved...

Silence is overrated, yet so is talking.

I want her to say she's getting sick and tired of hearing the same old problems I have
because our friendship is the only thing keeping me from downing the bottle, or cutting a little deeper

& in a beat of a heart
the damage was done

I never knew those would be the last words I would hear from you..

You try and get me help, you don't realize you're all the problem!

I smile to you and I smile to her. Whatz the difference if I smile to the world. No one will notice im tearing inside. No one will see im dying deep inside.