Stabbed my heart

by believeinlove87   Aug 13, 2011

You stabbed my heart,
with the sharpest knife you could find,
pulled it down with all your strength,
to tear it completely in half.

You left me bleeding on the floor,
leaving me to pick myself back up,
to arrange my heart back together
the best i could.

I saw that knife,
picked it up,
ran my fingers down the blade,
and put it against my skin,
cutting it ever so gently at first,
then putting pressure,
making the blood run down my arms,
two new cuts added to my collection.

Why do i allow you to do this,
you only hurt me,
you make me crave that knife,
crave the blood it releases,
you make me want to keep doing it,
cut myself until I'm numb,
till I'm close to death.

The blood hypnotizes me,
makes me want more,
i want to feel more pain,
i want to release it,
i grab that knife,
push it back against my skin,
and cut and cut till i can't anymore.

I loved you so much,
but you hurt me to the point,
i want that knife more then anything,
its become my best friend,
a thing i can turn to in my time of need,
it helps me calm down,
makes me feel better,
why do you do this to me.

You say you miss me,
you tell me you still love me,
then why did you,
stab my heart,
with the sharpest knife you could find,
pull it down with all your strength,
to tear it completely in half,
if you supposedly love me.


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  • 7 years ago

    by The Poet Behind The Poems

    One of my favs and you no youve wrote a good poem when it helps somone well done 5/5

  • 7 years ago

    by Ali Khan

    A vote for u. :)

  • 7 years ago

    by Mushh

    This is so powerful, it's so sad yet so beautiful <3 The line "i want that knife more then anything" Really made me think, it's scary how often this line can become true but no matter how hard things get, never give up <3, I'm not sure if you're speaking from life experience or if it's just a poem (not that it's my business) but if it is just a poem, then wow! if not, then also wow, but never give up! 5/5 xx

  • 7 years ago

    by Jyoti Rawat

    Hye sweet heart


    This is life always u lose something and sometimes u gain. This is life u can't control .

    Never love some one as much , if he heart u you feel endless pain. Take it as a part of life.

    pain and joy both are part of life.

  • 7 years ago

    by lovrgirl96

    I know exactly how you feel in this poem! Same thing for me

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