I can't go on in denial,
you make me laugh and smile...

Every day I smile and hide my pain with laughter.
Nobody can see through. Nobody can see the pain...

Love starts with an infatuation
I'll learn to love you because your style is...

Girl we are over I know without a doubt
and the way this makes me feel I just cannot hide...

When I look in the mirror I see a reflection,
of a failure who is so far from perfection...

*wrote this at age 13 just consider that
Every day I smile and hide my pain with laughter...

Everyday I see you I admire you
But you dont even seem to notice Im there...

I can't go on living
in denial...

*I tried to switch my writing style up with this...
Living in solitude with a vacant heart...

You are worth more than platinum and gold
and my feelings for you can't be controlled...

I stayed up all night thinking of my boo
And I was wondering if you were thinking of me too...

Me and you both wanted our relationship to...
but neither of us was quite ready to take that...