Lying down in my bed
with so many thoughts inside my head...
Why are people so cruel?
Why is this world made of hate...
Being alone I let my tears flow
Able to unveil the lady behind...
I want to know how did I get here
Fighting my sickness and drowning in fear...
Slitting
sliceing...
I feel
abandoned by...
Cast to the shadows
hearing you all laugh at me...
Close your eyes baby, Daddys alright he is just...
Close your eyes little baby for you are growing...
What would happen if I exchanged the pain for...
I like the pain...
Heart pounding
blood pumping...
Wish against the call.
You, murderer, are doubted...
Im lost deep into my troubled mind,
Alone with my thoughts...