My heart speeds up,
For the chance to slow down...
To people I'm a freak,
to others I'm a friend...
Jolly Olly Christmas and a happy new year, but...
My springs will be rainy, my summer's will be...
Say I'm stupid and watch me cry
Say I'm ugly and watch the tears Fall from my eyes...
Thunder, lightning, drown the screams
staring out into the window...
Alone on Christmas, alone in my room...
going up the stairs i walk, going to my nightmares...
Midnight dreams
whispers slowly to me...
I cannot expect to die so soon,
what can i do to live again...
Doesn't take long to figure out,
I'm not real...
The battle starts, the war has begun.
Take your sides, let the damage be done...
You were everything in my life..
the sun..the air i breath and the water i drink...
Blood runs in the street
Exceptionally dark tonight...