So many lies swirling around me sufficates me

I wonder why now that I have nothing to live for, I try so hard to stay alive.

As i which the night of death,
i put a hand on my face until it left,
i never thought i will be this scared,
but i guess we all got something to fear.

I cry less
i bleed no more
May the heavens forgive ur soul cause i certainly won't!

For inflicting pain is my great treasure
And the memory of this you will forever treasure

You can see my heart beating....
You can see right through my chest!!

All aboard!! Next stop: Misery!

Shall I show you the true nature of my dark and twisted soul? Or shall you continue in ignorant bliss?

It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in her arms

From poem "Story Of A Girl"

Some say you are above your head.
to me,to you
you are already dead
down down under.