I'm not Vampire... I'm just revamping myself.

In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd deny. And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide.

Screaming at this brick wall,
Begging for emotion.

Destroy My Mind To Deny Me A Past.
Destroy My Soul To Deny Me A Future.

Your eyelids are the doors to your soul.

Past the oblivion of destruction, and still I find myself making no peace with this "God"
what am I to do? I still have nightmares!
But I do still sleep though
bwahahahaha

If you're always happy, after a while, even being happy don't makes you happy anymore. So being sad sometimes is a good thing, I think.

Cut me up, drag me down, and watch me die.

"Let me be that vampire,
Torn and far from weak,
Let me be the that thorn,
Long, slender, and sleek."

Let Me Be That Vampire-Rave

Darkness never really goes away, once you've seen it.