This dark secret, this dark night,
This thing of cold, this thing without light...
Beautiful Pain searing inside me
right where you stabbed me...
Ever hunted by your lies
Your holding back once again...
Wake in the night, my vision all blurry
Get up and try to make it to the door...
I hate my life
I grew up on a farm...
Dark of the night
wind of the storm...
-I sit in this cold, dark room as I contemplate on...
-Uncertain of why I threw my life away and knowing...
If such complexity of the things I believe to know
The lack of ceirtanty...
In The Middle
A frightened misconception towards everyone's eyes...
You wonder why i am the way i am and why i do the...
Darkness overwhelms all it compels consuming the...
Staring through darkness or lightness, wondering...
have no place but a deep dark little hole...