Here I lay
Open and bare...
A soul seeking salvation
loses a love that wont be found...
She holds the razor,
pressed firmly to her skin...
These are the thoughts my mind creates when you...
consuming me inside, my emptiness, it covers me...
A smile, a laugh, a cry, a scream
all of you only see happiness...
I can not eat I'm feeling sick,
my stomach turns as i start to spit...
I lay here as my fingers go numb breathing heavy
my muscles start to twitch but i can not feel it...
The wind whispers in my ear
its telling me to stop...
Tears of the night the morning erase it..
My tears on my check & my hand's erasing it...
Between my dreams & my respect..
I said I want him...
Entrapped in a dark chasm
trees and secrets surrounds her...
Whats the point staying when I don't feel wanted?
whats the point even trying we all know I always...